Hi broskiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,
My state of mind is as incoherent as the title and subtitle are, regardless, we read, we don't judge🦦. I don't even know how but I'm already one week into school whilst my twin is still waking up at 1pm from binge watching movies and my friends are very busy visiting each other😭 Plus, they can't even come visit me because apparently I'm in another country and they need a visa. This life no balance😮💨.
I hope you are fine though, I mean I know you are fine but you know like fine healthwise😎. I know it's just the beginning of the year so everyone has new goals they want to achieve and all but don't let them be at the cost of your mental and/or physical health. Always, health is wealth!!!💫
Anyways, I've been watching alot of Jackie Hill Perry's sermons lately and they have just been a breath of fresh air. I was looking for a fresh wind of sermons to listen to during my workouts and her sermons are just 🥹 chef's kiss!
Above are the sermons I’ve listened to, I am even helping you by linking them here so you don't have to start stressing on which ones I'm referring to. You are welcome🦦. At this point, I should just be a supplier of something, I would honestly do a good job. I receive suggestions, they should be legal though, I‘m not trying to go to jail😭.
In church, on the other hand, this year is our year of great harvest💫. This is from Psalms 126: 1-7. Now, this is a good thing because last year's sowing costed blood, sweat and tears, well for me and my family at least, so I genuinely pray and hope this word is our portion😮💨.
Yeah, that's all I have today😅 other than the good news that I am alive and well which you should rejoice in because I know you missed me🦦. If you haven't, you are mean😭😭😭.
As always don't forget to share to your besties and enemies too👀👀👀. The word says love your enemies(Matthew 5:43-44)😪
Actually before you leave, guess what! I have a weightlifting gist🙃. So as you might remember, I sometime ago revelead that I am neurodivergent and I do take pills for this🦦. Truth be told, I've always had stigma about drinking meds or openly admitting that I am different and almost disabled to be honest because it does affect a good portion of my daily life demands. In addition to that, just being Christian and neurodivergent seems like a crime because some verses seem more practical or rather doable from a neurotypical standpoint and not a neurodivergent one and sometimes some church leaders just be doing the most out here and they paint a narrative that neurodivergency is rooted in some demonic influence whatsoever😪. Has it made me question GOD on the whys, definitely but it has also made me humble enough to know that I need Him more than a neurotypical person does to go about my daily life.
So, in my pondering, I obviously went to GOD about this like why do I genuinely need meds to function well, then high and behold, the Holy Spirit dropped on me the most peace giving revelation🥹 and it was connected to the reality of the life of a child that Jackie Hill Perry talks about in one of her sermons above.
Imagine being born blind or deaf, doctors would give you some sort of corrective measure to help you be able to see or hear, be it eye surgery or esight, cochlear implants, something along those lines. Similarly, if you don't see clearly, you wear glasses. To me, meds are my glasses, they help me see clearly🤯. They help me understand my psychoemotional state of mind🦦. And I was like perioddd! That just helped me understand that it's something I need and there's no shame in that, they help me see! Well, that made me happy, I hope this revelation helps anyone who needs meds to function properly, your meds are your glasses, don’t be ashamed of them!!!🦦
Anyways, I'm now done😁, don't forget to share🦦 as I was saying earlier.
Byeeeeeeeeeee✌️, don't miss me too much😮💨.
The revelations about the meds is too reallll